12 Feb 2006
Well it should not be long now I guess. Next week I bet.
The so called long wait is going to be over soon and I am really gloomy. You know, that heavy sinking feeling.
Sigh, I just wish I have done enough. I really don’t wanna lose my face.
Having said that, I guess I will be over with it even if I don’t make it. It is not that I can’t care less or have some attitude problem, but come on, what can anyone do once it is out? Cry… cry and keep crying… Then? The writing is already on the wall. Too bad my tears would never be enough to clean what’s already written.
Grieve not. Grieve not for what is inevitable.